Stunned into Silence………………

This magazine is late….late because I am unexpectedly short of copy.       Is it that you have nothing to say or perhaps that the world is in too confused a state to comment?     Where are our prophets?    Or perhaps, because we have reached Part 4 “The Exhorter” of Brian Favell’s contributions on The Gifts of Ministry, I should ask, “Where are our exhorters?”      With only one exception I have not planned a theme for this magazine since I became editor.     I have prayed about it and asked God  to direct  its structure and articles.   I have often marvelled at the links and continuity that I did not plan.    This time as I draw together what has been provided I am very conscious that God has a message for us.    I trust that we will hear it so I ask you to pray as you read and listen for His voice.

Mike Endicott has sent us news of miracles but it has meant a change of approach, he quotes Matthew 18:3.   A change to a simple child-like faith, a willingness to trust Him.    Brian Favell speaks of an exhorter as one who “ has in his heart that assurance,……that  FAITH,…”  and says,   “his principal work is to stir up a similar faith in others”.      This may disturb you…. it suddenly sounds too easy….    But Jen Rees-Larcombe warns us not to pressure the grieving with our advice to “Trust God” when they need space to be healed slowly.     As I looked at these articles appearing in the same issue and also at our chairman’s letter on Forgiveness, my first reaction is that I would not have put them together.     But from personal experience I can say that God led me to trust Him in a new way through Brian’s illness.     When I found myself being urged by a close relative to claim healing and pray urgently expecting a miracle I got very confused,  but I could hear God saying “I don’t want you to ask, I want you to trust.”     I needed to do this if I was to gain any peace, I knew that I had to give Brian completely to the Lord.    It took three days during which time I went through a very necessary grieving.     Then suddenly, in the middle of the night, I knew that it was done and the words  all things come of thee, and of thine own have we given thee.” (1 Chronicles 29:14)  came to mind.    Not only had I given Brian to the Lord but I had the assurance that he already belonged to the Lord.     We have both been blessed by this “trust” that is real and which we could not have manufactured  ourselves. 

From that time on I knew that my prayer could truly be “Thy will be done, Thy kingdom come and Thy name glorified”.       As I draw closer to God I know that this is a valid prayer in all circumstances but it does not relieve us of pain and suffering.     In fact God has shown me another prayer and exhortation from St. Paul, in Philippians 3:v.7-21, in particular, verses 10 & 11,    “I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.”

In early September we read again Psalms 1 and 2 and I knew that they were the text for this magazine’s footnotes, I didn’t  know why because it was before September 11th.

On that day we went down to West Wales in our motor caravan, to look for choughs along the coast.    We arrived at St. David’s camp-site just before 6.00pm and so turned on the radio news.     This meant that I was protected from the horror of the TV pictures and was able to look to God asking  only that His will be done.    I was surprised at my lack of human feelings for I am a very emotional person and prayer so often brings pain as I reach to the Lord.    However I was not surprised that it had happened and thought back to what I had written in Issue 23 on Romans 8.    We are the “children of God” and must allow the Holy Spirit to transform us into His likeness, we need to listen again to the words of Jesus and seek to imitate Him in our lives today.   I’m not asking the impossible or even for a miracle but simply that we are obedient to his word.     It is in His silence that we shall hear His voice.

Instead of asking “Would He retaliate with bombs?”  I ask some simpler questions.   “Why have we not loved our neighbour as ourselves?”    The Christian Church should have been showing the way for the last two thousand years and it is hard now to make amends, but we do have an unfair amount of the world’s resources and perhaps those who have turned to Islam have a few points on the their side.    How much do you know about Islam?   Unfortunately those who are now attacking Moslems in the UK  know little; as Christians we have a responsibility to show them the love of Christ.    Please hear this correctly I am not advocating “multi-faith” because Christianity and Islam are diametrically  opposed, but at the start of Islam Mohammed proclaimed One God, and much of his teaching was based on the Bible.     That is where the claims of a peaceful religion can be found.     We have to love the Moslems and all unbelievers into the Kingdom not “bully” or defeat them, for only the Holy Spirit will convict them of the truth and our part has to be gentle and caring, offering the prayers that God puts into our hearts.     Was it fortuitous that the book I took to read again when I went to Pembrokeshire was Mother Basilea Schlinks  “Allah or the God of the Bible-- What is the Truth?” ?            This I bought in 1985 and I know that the 1987 edition is now out of print but Basililea Schlink’s message is a prophetic one.  I have come home and taken two other books from my shelf:   
              “Who is this Allah” by G.J.O.Moshay  ISBN 0 9518386 1X

              “Faiths in Conflict?” by Vinoth Ramachandra   ISBN 0 85111 650 7

both are challenging me and food for prayer.

In John 18:36  Jesus says,  My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight……”  He was going to the cross on which he won the victory with the weapon of LOVE.      The western countries are right to insist that the war is against Terrorism not against Islam but the Talliban and Al Qaeda do not see it that way and they will have an influence on Moslems living throughout the world.   Christians must expect to come under attack so we must live as God’s children, awaiting the time when “ we shall be revealed”  Romans 8:18-21.   

 Mike Endicott is showing the way as he accepts the “new” way of  child-like faith revealing His power and glory.                                            

 Mary Newsom

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